being in love

time. i am running out of time. i need time.
time for me to settle uni stuff.
time for me to spend with kip.
time for me to spend with my friends.
time for me to spend with myself.
time for me to breath.
time for me to spend with my sister.
time. i am running out of time.

its really exhausting.
to juggle so many things at one go.
plus really overwhelming for me.

went to ntu to collect my hostel keys today.
wow. my room's a mess. hahaha. its like freaking dusty la. and the toilet stil got hair ont lo. eeyer.
the window's gross.
and i dont really have much time left before hall camp. and i haven packed my luggage~
BEST.

and boyfriend wants to spend time with me.
bestie's bday coming.
celebration on sunday.
but sunday im moving into hostel as well.
AND hall camp's on sunday!
how am i suppose to split into 3?
hahah. i suppose i will manage.

oh no i am ranting arent i?
sometimes i feel really alone.
even tho there's people arnd me.
even tho people are there for me.
i still feel the solitude.
detached from the hustle and bustle of the world arnd me.
sometimes, this feelin really scares me.
am i weird to feel this way? haha.

i am never good at meeting people.
much less making a good impression.
i often come across as someone really crazy or someone really quiet.
am i really THAT extreme?
grrr.

cheryl's a shy little girl who do not like to talk.
she wont talk unless you talk to her.
and she do not socialise well.
she has no idea how to start small talks.
she is screwed.
argh. i hate meeting new ppl.

PS to those actually reading this post, i think im PMS-ing.

lalala~ im gg random.
so im gna sign off and watch sex and the city hahaha.
btw. xfiles the movie suck. like big time.

LALALA

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